Rameses B | Moonlight
"Few of us spend much time wondering why nature is the way it is; where the cosmos came from, or whether it was always there; if time will one day flow backward and effects precede causes; or whether there are ultimate limits to what humans can know”
— Carl Sagan
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You wonder why I don’t
answer your 3 a.m. phone calls.
When you say “I miss you”,
I begin to undress myself out of habit.
i am leaving in a few days to a place i am not sure i want to call home that is within a larger place that i do want to call home and i am simultaneously trying to convince some strangers why it is a good idea to lend me their beds and all i want is for the beds to be real, because i can’t stop worrying about my mom and her potential inability to come home and watch tv, which is something we all deserve to do at 8pm. it all feels very odd because the salgado lady recognized me today and the cafe lady recognized me today and they both asked if i wanted the usual and of course i said yes but all i could think of is when they will forget me because it always, inevitably happens and there is nothing to come home to.
national moment of silence 2014 (for victims of police brutality)
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